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siian..haiis..

2005-11-01T16:15:00.000-08:00

wahh..everyone..ii finally back liiao..gott miss miie?lolx..miie now at old woodlands dere use comp..comp haben orkay yet..sho siian norhhs..haiis..sadd..muaii mother dunn let miie cum here use derhhs..denn suddenly sae cnn..hehe..sho happy norhhs..mauhahahas..later ii go cwp take Jay derhh cd..lolx..yesterdae go yu gou derhhs..well..now holiday lerhhs..wann giind job but no jobn giive miie do..too young lerhhs..miie tmrr go play table tenniis..lolx..denn thurs go attend muaii uncle derhh weddiin norhhs..hehe..sho happy..cann wear muaii new derhh clothes..weeee..lols..siian diiaox..miie now lookiin forr stead..hahas..siian norhhs..no1 wann miie..jiiu let nature take course barhhs..muaii huse derhh comp spoil denn dunno at home do wadd norhhs..at home rot..lols..haiis..siian..miie wann look forr job..denn now waiitiin forr the cavana derhh manager to call miie norhhs..thiink also no hope derhh narhhs..miie now save money go buy Show derhhs cd..yapx..verii siian..well..miie andd darriick..ii also dunno wadd happen lerhhs..ii quiite tired lerhh barhhs..everytiime have to waiit forr hiis sms..haiis..give up lerhhs..ii dunn wanna waiit lerhhs..haiis..
got to go lerhh barhhs
buaiis..

long time no blog liao lerhx...

2005-05-01T15:12:00.000-07:00

hi all..long time no blog lerhx..coz my comp breakdown liao.. tupid lorhx.. kaoz..anyway..now exams liao lerhx.. no comp also good..can concentrate on my studies..yapx..noe smth?my parents approve miie of bein with my dear..qi ji sia... lols.. good rite?hahas..ya.. dunno wad happen to my comp lorhx..hen kao leah.. haiz.. suan lerhx..anyway..lots of things happened.. budden miie cannot update my blog den euu all dunno lorhx.. my wallet was lost on friday..i also dunno where i place it.. budden dear go ask ben to help miie find.. *gan dong* lols.. hahas.. ya..yesterday miie and my mother go lots place..not really lots larhx..budden ish we go marsilindo the POSB card.. budden i lost my ezlink card..den neber bring my birth cert and passport cannot make.. haiz.. den next we go cwp..den go the the customer service counter ask where can make the ezlink card lorhx.. den go sembawang mmake..line up half way i den noe need the passport size foto..I lost it also.. inside my wallet.. den cannot make ler lorhx.. we den go sun plaza walk walk.. ya..den miie go buy a skirt and a shirt.. I like the shirt lotz.. yapx.. den my gugu cum sun plaza find us.. yapx.. miie go make the library card.. first card I hav..^.^ hahas..yapx..we den go eat KFC.. yapx..nice nice sia..hahas. yapx..den we go cwp after dis..miie go buy wallet..^.^ den go walk walk wait for my dear lorhx.. den a while gugu was dere.. sian lorhx.. kaoz..dun quite like her.. yapx..say wad wan see my boyfren.. budden in the end no see larhx..orbi..hahas.. yapx..den we wait at LJS..go dere eat also..hahas.. den at bout 6 plus my mother saw dear lorhx..budden he no saw us..den I go out call him.. den go cwp buy present lerhx.. yapx..with his sister..den go library lorhx..guai rite?i noe..^.- miie borrow book leah.."MVP qing ren"..usin my first library card.. yap.. miie saw alicia dere..with Jennifer they all lorhx.. den we 8 plus den go home.. den bout 10 plus go 768 lorhx..budden miie a while jiu hui jia liao lerhx... veri hot marhx..also nothin to do down dere.when I reach home..dear call miie.. ask miie wan go 888 with his mother marhx.. den mumy dun allow jiu sho sad lorhx..cannot go.. hahaz...anyway..ish already veri late lerhx..sho sure cannot go out derhx.. den dear today sick lerhx..haiz.. got fever..den miie ask him go sleep first lorhx.. ya.he dun wan go see doctor.. haiz.. budden horhx.. yesterday saw him wear spec..kinda cute.. I tell him he kan qi lai hen cute.. den today i call him coz mumy wan wen huo him marhx.. he say he saw sherlin..den say he looks cute.. haiz..he even forget dat I did say him cute.. suan ler barhx..haiz..*sad* wan cry lerhx.*sobx sobx* hao lerh barhx.guess I write dao here ler barhx.I wun be updatin my blog for sum times lerhx..I gues..comp breakdown ler lorhx..kaoz.. orkay barhx..buai buai lerhx..tak carex all.. and good luck for ur exams...

wo huii yong yhuan aii zhe nii..bu huii rang nii zuo derhx..xiiang xiin wo..hao marhx?

wo hao nan guo..

2005-04-18T19:35:00.000-07:00

haiz.. miie today..kind of..aiya..suan lerhx..dunno how to say..haiz.. after school.. miie,esther and sherlin go loither around.. yapx.. den when miie was in the canteen..saw huimin,benjamin and kah ying..ya.. den benjamin asked miie sit down lorhx.. he asked miie bout wad happen between us..dear and miie.. he asked miie den i tell him lorhx..wadeva he wanna noe.. yapx.. den farah and amirah approached miie..asked miie pass the project to alvin.. they noe dat I'm not talkin to alvin lerhx.. wad for asked miie pass it to him..I dunno wads their intention..and huimin was dere too.. cant they asked her to pass? suan lerhx.. miie ish coz of dis den sad derhx.. budden..I still got sumthin in my mind..I told dem off to sherlin..and miie cry lerhx.. ya..den chris they all wanna noe..i tell dem part of it nia..like the one written in my blog.. I told sherlin..and I cried.. but.. the problem ish..I cant solve dem myself.. and.. I cant bear to tell it to dear..I afraid dat it will hurt him..and will add on to his burden..I dun wanna make him worry too much bout miie.. haiz.. he msg miie.. tellin miie he cried.. he say i will noe on wed..I asked him lerhx... he say he decided to go malaysia.. I cried.. he promise miie he wun be goin derhx.. he will stay by my side.. he break his promise lerhx.. I cried.. I didnt noe wad happen..I juz cried.. He break his promise lerhx.. I dun wan him to go.. I wan him to stay by my side.. haiz.. he make miie cry..juz now after school.. dyon dunno do wad to a woodpecker den it wan die wan die liddat..veri poor thing.. budden dyon put it under a bush..den cover it with leaves..cute leah.. hahas..den they go bring to a teacher lorhx.. den miie and esther saw liao veri ke ai..hahas.. it lied in a box den covered in a towel.. hahas.. cute.. dear say he saw miie cryin.. he asked miie if i got anythin to tell him notx..he den say.. he ish my stead..den kind of dunno wad miie ish thinkin bout.. we were silence while walkin home.. ya.. he onli tell miie to go sch tmr myself and bye bye.. no more lerhx.. haiz..miie today dao here barhx.. got to call my dear.. see wad he wanna tell miie.. tak carex..

wo ku lerhx.. yin wei ni..wo cai hui ku derhx..

siiann..

2005-04-17T22:10:00.000-07:00

today stay at home.. guai rite?I noe.. lols.. miie stay at home watch vcd den do my maths..den watch nkf show.. nice sia.. den miie go online when chris called miie.. yapx.. yesterday miie go do project den go cwp walk walk lorhx.. when we wan go liao miie saw dear. actually no saw him derhx.. ish tze hoon they all say den I noe derh lorhx.. yapx.. miie go woodlands centre go buy shoe den find my jie.. yapx..stay dere dao 7 plus den I go cwp..go find present buy for tony.. budden in the end no buy coz miie dunno wad to buy.. den meet my dear lorhx.. yapx.. he say he wanted to go malaysia today derhx.. when he was waitin for the bus with miie.. he say he will be goin..coz no one stoppin him.. budden..I was like... I wanted to ask him dun go derhx.. I juz shuo bu chu kou..I hated myself..haiz.. yapx.. den I msg him lorhx.. ya.. we talk on phone fer quite a while.. see the NKF..energy sang a song..veri deer nice.. yong yuan bu shuo zai jia... lurve dat song alot.. miie now kinda no mood.. yapx.. erm.. guess write dao here lerhx.. dun wish to carry on.. haiz..

xie zhi: wo ai da..ni hui tong..wo liu xie..ni hui ku..ni ming ming shi xi huan wo de.. wei se me fei yao ba wo tui kai?

sian..

2005-04-15T20:30:00.000-07:00

miie juz finish talkin on phone with my dear.. lols.. we talk dao veri long.. hahas.. miie online saw darrick.. ya.. den we talk lorhx.. ya..bully miie nia... ~.~ sian diaox.. miie today stay in school.. yapx.. play water.. hahas.. dear go for oral liao.. den miie esther and christina der play.. includin yong seng.. ish chris splash yong seng den he revenge derhx.. budden can say horhx... till the end..miis ish the driest.. lols.. no one splash miie marhx.. budden dear veri poor thing.. bei splash with water.. haha...wet wet.. ya.. miie saw benjamin marhx.. esther also.. den we ask him wan to play anot.. he say wan play derhx.. den i go pour water on him.. haha.. den he go chase miie around.. sian diaox.. bad bad him.. miie sho ke lian.. *cry* hahas.. ya.. dyon go splash water at miie den my ear inside got water.. hahas.. sian diaox.. quite fun lorhx.. christina bo dai bo ji go splash water at ppl.. in the end she all wet.. hahas.. happy for her.. lols.. orbi..bleahx.. =p bad bad der miie.. hahas.. ya.. den miie benjamin and dear go home first.. guai rite?hahas.. today we no lessons for the whole day leah.. got bout 13 ppl not in the klass.. they either go for band..ths syf thingy.. den ish the international friendship thing lorhx.. fun fun..! hahas.. k barhx..I saw alvin.. kind of guai guai der lorhx.. miie kind of keep lookin at him..also dunno wad reason.. kaoz.. dun tell miie I cannot forget him horhx.. I will derhx.. one day..i will forget him.. includin jia sheng.. yesh! jia you worx.. miie bai chi.. lols.. bo bian..sot liao.. hahas.. orkay lerhx..miie write dao here liao.. buai buai lorhx..

wo neng ba ni wang diao marhx?

fun...now no mood..

2005-04-14T21:44:00.000-07:00

erhem...miie today stay in school.. no table tennis.. ^.^ miie hang around in school with Sherlin and Esther.. haha.. lols..Dear got gamelan marhx..sho no pei miie lorhx..Sherlin and Esther pei miie... ^.^.. lols..In the end we dere play water..all started by miie and Esther..lols.. we go splash water at Sherlin... haiz..we dere see rui zhong they all play marhx.. den we go talk talk in the canteen.. den one of the stupid guys.. go throw the milo packet and my shirt tio milo.. cb.. lols.. den miie go splash water at him.budden he runaway liao.. ya.. we started the splashin of water derhx game sumwhere around here lorhx.. hahas.. we play dao 5 plus.. dear wet also when he cum out.. he let sherlin pour water at him.. sho poor thing.. miie saw Darrick.. he tell miie he will still wait for miie.. thru sms larhx.. I was like.. sian diaox lorhx.. he say he noe I got my dear liao.. but he still will wait for miie.. I dun wanna let him wait for miie for too long lorhx.. coz.. I dun kind of felt any love in between us.. anyway..I already got my dear liao.. orkay.. we talkbout school der thing dao here.. my lao bu juz now call miie.. make miie now bo mood liao.. sucks larhx.. hate her lorhx..she say wad I changed liao.. nowadays sho different.. ask miie things everytime say I dunno thingy larhx.. I dunno den how euu expect miie to noe? stupid lorhx.. ppl tend to change when they grows up.. stupid leah.. miie still in the process of growin marhx..den sure will change der lorhx.. sian larhx.. kao bei.. they better cum home later.. dun wanna see dem.. miie veri tired and sick lerhx.. cant they juz ti liang miie marhx? kaoz lorhx. they juz dun kinda understand miie.. hate dem..argh!!!!!den miie talk to my dear on fone.. no mood no mood liddat derh lorhx.. sian.. haiya.. he ask miie kind of.. dun care bout dem barhx.. lols.. aiya.. suan lerhx.. I dun wanna see dem... miie goin sleep liao.. buai buai lerhx..

tired.. and stressed..

2005-04-13T22:25:00.000-07:00

today after school saw my lao pa worx..hahas.. sho happy.. he long time no cum back sch liao..den means I long time no see him ler lorhx.. ^.^ hahas.. ya.. he go school just to pass things to one of the band members.. yapx.. den after dis.. miie go 888 de mac with him.. we dere talk lorhx.. den he teached miie maths..haha.. ya.. den miie go bac to school with him lorhx.. he meetin kenneth marhx.. or his fren..I dunno.. ya.. den in the end.. he hav to go cwp to meet kenneth and guixiang.. yapx.. he send miie home.. juz to tuo yan shi jian.. lols.. yapx..saw weilong in sch..den I call him lorhx..he got cca.. sian diaox.. dear go find his fren.. sho no go home with miie.. yapx.. den everyone pang seh miie also.. all got the sports heat thing lorhx.. sian diaox.. left miie alone.. *cry* when I go home..I was about to call dear when he called miie.. yapx.. we chatted a while after I bathed lorhx.. ^.^ hehe.. den rain.. rain.. rain.. we dere yen jiu the sky and clouds.. haha..bo liao lorhx.. ya.. den miie today veri guai lorhx.. the whole day der do maths correction den file my ws..guai rite?i noe.. hahas.. yapx.. den chat with Jia Qing thru sms lorhx.. ya.. today sherlin cried..a little bit.. she hugged miie den she cry.. al little larhx.. haiz.. she got sho mani fan nao.. pity her.. ~.~ she den go stadium with yong sheng they all..miie tmr dunno wad time go home leah..coz no table tennis marhx.. den miie never tell my lao bu.. hahas.. dear ask miie 5 plus go home.. sian diaox.. tmr den see how lorhx.. kekex.. buai buai lerhx.. my eyes wan close liao.. *yawn* nitez..

cough

2005-04-12T20:54:00.000-07:00

erhem.. siick liiao lorhx. everyday also siick derhx.. stupiid lorhx.. miie got cough and flu..lols.. my voiice change diiao liiao.. siian 1/2.. today go for table tenniis.. guaii kiia marhx.. hahas..budden after mark attendence..miie go play Jiia Qiing der phone..den follow dem go downstaiirs..den siit dere talk.. sho was liike..got go and neber go also the same der lorhx..ya.. Den Jiia Qiing and Albert also dunno why..keep wantiin miie to scold bad words..was liike.. siian diiaox lorhx.. aiiya..today also kiinda fun lorhx.. although only got a few girls niia.. no need see RT they all derh face..hahas..bad bad miie.. lols..den miie play wiith Jiia Qiing siingle..den when HaoWen wan play we all keep liiao lerhx.. hahas.. all keep den Ii also keep lorhx..Ii tell her miie not playiin liiao..den she was kiind of..dulan or wad lorhx.. liike I care.. *pui*..Jiia Qiing was kiinda quiiet lorhx.. he tell miie thru msg wad happen.. he kiind of..verii fun to be wiith lorhx.. ya.. den miie go home wiith my dear.. yapx.. den miie and dear talk on phone lorhx..ya.. lols..miie stiill tiio scolded by my mother..hahas.. heck care.. miie wan save money go buy diigiital cam liiao.. den ii buy together wiith my uncle.. ^.^ Ii buy liiao den can tak piics of 5566 lerhx.. yeah.... baii chii..siian diiaox.. hahas.. orkay lerhx.. ii end here liiao.. buaai buaii..^.^

wo aii nii.. [wang le aii..] niice!

tired..

2005-04-11T21:32:00.000-07:00

today miie go home damn early lorhx..was just like..immediately after school..coz rita and yufang go my house do the art der project..ya..den bout 6 plus den go home..yapx..dear send miie home..sho gan dong..hahas..*touched* lols.. he accompany miie all the way home leah..den walk all the way back to school again.. he got cca marhx..den go back school lorhx.. ya..Dyon like sumone leah.. lols..a kinda bhb one.. hahas.. jokin.. secret worx..cannot say.. shhhhhh.. ^.^ haha..those who wan noe der cum find miie lorhx.. I tell euu.. hahaha.. well.. miie after they went home Sherlin called miie lorhx.. haiyo.. she shi lian liao.. *sad* wan cry liao.. hahas.. ya.. she say I veri der cute..I was like..sian 1/2 lorhx.. miie cute?oh my goddness.. haiz.. miie sick sick liao.. I got cough and flu.. poor thing der miie.. haiz.. today nothin really happen lorhx..budden ish after recess.. saw gary and dear walk together.. pass my klass..aiya..dun care lerhx.. after talkin to Sherlin..I called dear lorhx..den he say later den call miie.. I was like..waitin for his call lorhx.. wait dao 8 plus he den call..I thot he wun call liao..hahas..^.^ ya..talk awhile den hang liao lorhx.. oh ya.. today when rita sign in her acc.. she met eric.. and he ask her all those pervertic question. budden got miie and yufang around larhx.. not she herrself.. he ask if she noe how to sex or wad..stupid lorhx.. we were all thinkin to print out and show teacher derhx..budden in the end change their mind..i also bu zhi dao why.. like i care.. ya..den rita was like kinda irritated also lorhx..hahas.. she also got scold him bad words.. luckily not miie.. or else i dunno wad to do lerhx.. he sho damn stupid lorhx.. lots ppl noe his things liao..den he still go around askin ppl.. sian diaox lorhx.ya..den christina.. she ask miie go tell darrick she cut her wrist.. sian lorhx..I frm now dun wann interfer their things liao.. I dun wan be their so called "messenger" liao.. ish chris lorhx.. ask miie tell him dis and dat.. idiot lorhx..I also dunno wad happen leah..I suddenly kind of change liao..I dun help chris..like I used to in the past.. budden dis really doesnt concern miie lorhx.. help her ask all those stupid qns also bo yong... kaoz..When chris ask miie to tell him and she say wan see his reactions..I reply her sayin I dun wanna interfer all this things lerhx.. sian lorhx.. miie rather bcum bad girl.. haiz.. dun wish to talk on anymore lerhx.. tak carex barhx.. buai buai..

if everydream I hav ish of euu..I would wan to sleep on foreva..If every step I walk ish holdin your hand.I would like to walk forever..

kaoz.. sian..

2005-04-10T21:25:00.000-07:00

miie today go 56 de autograph session.. no shade derhx.. miie bcum black liao.. *sob* haiz.. I managed to get 2 of their signatures.. I mean.. I got 1 ish their album and 1 ish their concert dvd.. Den they sign 2 times lorhx.. and I got 2 signatures..ya.. understand ler marhx? If dun den ask miie urself larhx.. sho difficult to tell euu... hahas.. I go with Jasmine they all..Den we from behind squeeze to infront.. hahas.. Damn hot lorhx.. stand under the sun for long time.. haiz.. tell euu worx.. Xie Zhi chao shuai lorhx.. haha.. *fainted* budden horhx.. one thing I buay song.. he keep signin den no look up.. haiz.. I thot he will look up and smile at miie.. stupid leah.. haiyo.. budden he really veri shuai lorhx.. I wan faint liao larhx.. hahas.. stupid miie.. Den after this I go cwp.. Benjamin call miie after dear msg miie.. Dear wan go sembawang..den benjamin wan go cwp den I say I ask dear to change place lorhx.. ^.^ den after a while I reached..Benjamin call miie and tell miie he inside the toilet.. sian diaox..den I wait for him lorhx.. ya..Den he cum out he asked miie to call dear den he say.."dear..where are euu.." I was like sian diaox lorhx..den I dere keep luffin.. haha..bad bad miie..ya.. We go walk walk after dear arrived lorhx.. yapx..go arcade.. a bit sian liao.. everytime go arcade.. kaoz.. with christina lorhx.. ya..den miie..dear..benjamin..hao ting and Daphane go walk walkk first.. dun care chris..hahas.. ya.. den bout 5 plus we go find chris lorhx.. ya..near the carpark dere.. den after a while we go home lerhx.. miie and dear walk home together.. ya.. den we slowly slowly walk.. hahas.. ya.. den I bring ger ger down lorhx.. dear wan see him marhx.. yapx..
orkay.. we say yesterday barhx.. after I go cyndi de autograph session..I go cwp find my dear.. ya.. yesterday was kinda romantic.. ^.^ we sit infront of the open space and talk.. ya.. nice nice.. we walk outside cwp.. no one dere..den we hold hands..-.-" hahas.. romantic sia.. I like.. ^.^ hahas.. yapx.. den Jia Qing suddenly msg miie lorhx.. saw him at 768 also..actually I no saw him derhx.. ish he tap miie den I noe der lorhx.. hahas.. blur blur der miie..sian diaox.. miie now chattin wif my lao pa.. hahas.. ot my home dat one.. I dun even feel like talkin to him.. ish my "lao pa".. haha.. yapx..he can give miie lots of advice on wad to do lorhx.. ya..enjoy talkin to him.. I tell him wad happen..the rumours thingy lorhx. RT they all start derhx.. bitches.. hate dem.. humpf! alvin hate miie coz I say bad things bout RT.. unreasonable guy..hate him sia.. everythin ish used to be a lie.. a lie..

wo bu hui li kai ni der.. fang xin ba..

no mood..wad exactly has happened?

2005-04-08T22:08:00.000-07:00

argh!!!!!! miie suddenly no mood.. dunno wad happen lorhx.. haiz.. receive dao alvin give miie the msg in frenster.. he hate miie.. juz hate miie..for no reason.. I guess..haiz.. suan lerhx.. Den I dunno leah.. Suddenly bein irritated by a nudge send by a particular person..veri kao bei lorhx..Den miie suddenly like angry lorhx.. kaoz.. wad happen?Den weilong was dere tryin to cheer miie up.. haha..Den I finally cheer up when he gave miie a present..with stars and moon inside..cute horhx?lols.. ya.. I was chattin with dear juz now before goin online.. ya.. kinda miss him..^.^haiz.. still no mood leah.. today no go sylvester der autograph session.. guai guai der miie.. no larhx.. coz no one goin with miie den I dun go liao lorhx.. sian..haiz.. miie also no money buy his album.. puo chan liao.. hahaas.. miie mayb tired ler barhx.. dats why no mood lorhx.. den sho easy bein frustrated.. haiz.. dunno leah.. I juz dun quite like dat person lorhx.. also dunno why leah.. sian horhx?today after school go SC de house fdo project.. sian lorhx.. Den no see dear..haiz.. sian sian sian.. miie write dao here barhx..

[Snowangel rox]- nice romantic show.. wo aii nii..hao aii hao aii nii worx..

sian..wad exactly has happened?

2005-04-07T09:30:00.000-07:00

Today no morning run..Quie song lorhx.. hahas.. Den we got the house meeting thing lorhx.. sian..haiz..Today Gary go beat Benjamin..Stupid lorhx.. haiya..Their thing veri der ma fan wan.. miie dun interfer hao lerhx.. Ya.. Den today durin table tennis..Gary kind of make miie....Den dear saw liao.. kind of not happy.. He say he want to beat Gary derhx..Budden Dyon hold him and ask him to ren lorhx..all dat.. ya.. dear was like.. I dunno larhx..think he angry miie lorhx.. ya.. Den miie the whole day no mood... I didnt expect him to call miie when I reached home..Den dyon say he wan see miie home in the end he go home first..sian lorhx.. budden ish miie ask him go home der larhx..hahas.. yapx.. Den the girls dere gossip bout dunno wad thingy lorhx..Like I care.. *pui*..kinda hate dem.. haiz.. miie chat with dear on the phone lorhx...ya.. Gary tell miie dunno wad he and dear ish fren.. sian diaox.. Budden I dun kind of believe him lorhx.. dear still hate him alot.. dear tell miie derhx.. miie already promise him to stay away from Gary liao.. I cant possibly break my promise derhx lorhx.. He say he was thinkin of breakin up with miie today.. Budden he think better not.. haiz..2 times lerhx.. he told miie he thot of breakin up with miie.. And this 2 times ish coz of Gary..I think..haiz.. He was like.. everytime thot of breakin up lorhx.. haiz.. miie sho poor thing.. muz pity miie leah.. lols.. miie nowadays stay with Sherlin after school..also dunno why leah.. We seems to be very good der fren..I dunno larhx.. Today Chris tell miie Darrick give him present..He ask the other cadet to pass to her..She dun quite believe dat Darrick will give her present..hahas.. Den today ish Darrick give her test..I think..she tell miie derhx.. lols.. aiya.. I heck care..Ish between Darrick and herself.. bu guan wo de shi.. :p..hahas.. miie juz now also talk to dear.. he call my home den miie online sho no listen lorhx.. he outside.. yapx..orkay barhx.. miie wan go watch tv lerhx.. buai buai lorh.. ^^

wo xiang he ni shuo shen dui bu qi.. sorry..

sick again arhx?

2005-04-06T21:30:00.000-07:00

oh my god..miie now got a bit sore throat lerhx..haiyo.. also dunno why leah..suddenly like dat derhx..sho stupid.. bleahx.. miie juz now watch Dolphin at Bay..nice lorhx..sho touchin.. almost cried.. hahas..ya..den I talk on phone with dear.. Den a while he go out lerhx.. sho no talk liao.. my art do half way den I go watch tv..the endin miie no see..haiz.. sho ke xi.. lols..haiz.. miie chattin in msn with alvin.. yapz.. he was like..care for everyone.. except miie.. budden think I dun mind derhx barhx. he also dun trust miie lerhx.. wad for I mind him not carin miie?sian lorhx.. Today geography test miie dunno can pass anot..sian diaox.. haiz.. miie also dunno wad happen between gary and dear.. Haiyo..Sho mani problems derhx.. haiz.. suan liao..dun say lerhx..wad I wanna say I forget liao.. haiz.. budden horhx...miie dunno if I can get along well with dat sum one.. haiz.. Juz kind of dislike barhx.. also dunno wad happen to miie lorhx.. think miie nothin to do den go dislike ppl..haiz.. miie nowadays kinda o mood leah.. Today go for the peer tutorin dao buay song..Juz simply cant do the sum right.. keep bein distracted.. haiz.. ya..Den miie stay in sch dao 4 plus..Den dear say miie wan go home tell him.. buddden miie tell esther to tell dear dat I went home liao.. lols.. He got cca marhx..Den dun disturb him lorhx.. hahas..ya.. Today miie talk to weilong.. a guy who added miie in msn and friendster.. yapx.. He was in school.. We talk lorhx.. ya.. Kinda funny.. sian diaox.. hahas.. Den he give miie eat chewin gum.. lols.. yapx.. Dun like sms with him..Talk craps also.. hahas.. sorrie lerhx.. :p sibei lame lorhx.. budden veri sian also.. hahas.. haiz.. miie now the eyes veri tiresd.. dunno why.. budden I enjoy talkin online with dat sum one.. hahas.. lols.. miie think will end here ler barhx.. tak carex all.. miie damn ke lian.. bei dear pang seh.. hahas..

wo hao kai xin ni gen wo shuo hua..dan shi..wo hai shi hui zhu fu ni der..

happy or wad?

2005-04-05T19:55:00.000-07:00

today miie go for table tennis at bout 3 plus like dat.. hahas.. miie in school eat snake.. lols.. miie with my dear..hahas.. yapx.. den I also dunno wad happen between dear and gary pang lerhx.. gonna hav troubles soon.. I guess.. haiz.. miie tell dear he cannot fight.. ^.^ today table tennis no see rita they all.. kinda song lorhx.. hahas.. also dunno why.. they kinda sucks.. they hai miie and alvin der friendship gone worse..I suppose.. budden today table tennis..he got talk to miie..hahas.. he doesnt ignore miie anymore.. budden he still kind of..dun trust miie..and he hate miie..I never blame him..as long as he talk too miie.. miie will be more satisfied den anythin lerhx...really... dear today go home first.. den I dere play table tennis with alvin.. I was damn surprised lorhx..he will play with miie.. hahas..cant believe it.. lols.. yapx.. miie sho sian.. wait still have to revise my work for geography..tmr got test.. sian diaox lorhx.. haiz.. sian sian sian.. hope miie and alvin can be friends.. yong yuan de friends.. dat ish my wish..for now..i noe.. now not even my birthday wish also no use.. haiz..today ish chris der birthday.. yapx.. den she ask miie beat her 14 times derhx..lols.. sho poor thing..bei miie da pi gu..lame diaox.. -.-"lols.. hao lerhx.. write dao here lerhx.. gonna revise my geo lerhx.. ^.^ wish miie good luck barhx.. in wadeva I do.. [huiya,good luck..] lols..

wo xiang he ni shuo shen dui bu qi.. wo yao he ni zhuo yong yuan der peng you... xiang xin wo..

dulan..

2005-04-04T21:26:00.000-07:00

Wah..Today miie 5 plus den go home leah..Song horhx? hahas.. miie goo cwp with my jiemeix..lols..Den reach bac school at bout 4 plus.. song sia..hahas.. Ya.. Den I go home with my dear..hahas..^.^ Den I talk on fone with dear dear.. lols..quite long lorhx.yapx..Den he say mayb wan ask miie go buy present for chris with him.. Den I go tell my idiotic mother den tio scolded.. Dulan lorhx.. I no do anythin..Onli ask to buy present nia..Den also tio scolded.. cb..veri dulan lorhx...haiz... Den suddenly alicia and sherlin msg miie..I was like xia dao lorhx..How cum they got my number derhx?.. lols..miie now talkin on fone with sherlin..bout kind of BGR thingy..hahas.. not really also lorhx..bleahx.. miie wan go home with my dear dear tmr leah.. sian lorhx.. haiz.. orkay ler larhx..miie no talk to Sherlin liao.. miie now wan go be guai kia lerhx..go study my geography..hahahas... zai jian ler worx..

wo aii nii.. wo hao xiiang nii worx..

missin euu....

2005-04-03T19:51:00.000-07:00

Today went to cwp..yapx..I pass the necklace to her marhx..Den I went dere to buy present for my so called jie lorhx..Dear today go malaysia den dunno when will cum back lorhx..sian..miss him alot alot lorhx..yapx..Benjamin was at cwp too..Den I go find him lorhx..Ya..he and yuan shan dere dunno wad happen lorhx..Dere quarrel..sian lorhx..kaoz..Den Benjamin song miie go power 9..*touched* hahas..yuan shan dere also..Den he song miie dao Power 9 he and his fren go lerhx..ya..Den yuan shan go play missed calls..She go missed call benjamin..Make him sho irritated..hahas..poor boy..lolx..yapx.. Den he at Civic centre..Ask if I got call him anot..Den we talk lorhx..He kind of angry with yuan shan..hahas.. both sho poor thing.. miie the most innocent derhx..hahas..he asked miie send him home..sian lorhx..he should be the one sendin miie home..hahas..lols..he say ask de xiang send miie home..he not around how to send miie home? stupid lorhx..I tell him dear at malaysia he say ask him go die..hahaha... ya... We saw RJ KZ and HS...sian...daosters..*pui!* Den after we take the necklace I and yuan shan walk home..I walk all the way dao 768..I go buy things eat..hahas..yapx.. Dear until now still haven cum back leah..sian lorhx..haiz.. he go pang seh miie.. See I sho ke lian..*sob sob* hahas.. btw..miie think I sick hao liao..sot sot derhx lorhx..hahas..heck care larhx..geo exams yao lai liao..sian lorhx..haiz.. miie write dao here ler barhx... sho sian.. miie go revise my work..den shun bian wait for dear to msg or call..^.^ buai buai..

wo hao xiang nii worx....

jiemeix 184

2005-04-02T22:15:00.000-08:00

Yeah..Today go out with my jiemeix..Go Junction 8 and watch The Eye 10..kinda nice also...yapx..Den we go take neoprintx den go eat KFC..yapx..eat dao full dull derhx..guess I've already found my best frens ler barhx..Kah Ying wear skirt..damn chio lorhx..All ish present except for yun hua..Her parents dun allow..I dunno..I heard dem say derhx..We take der neoprintx kinda chio lorhx..budden got one ppl less..ya..Everyone wear skirt..Even yuan shan..^.^ hahas..Hav alot of fun today..After shoppin for quite a while..We go cwp..Ya.. onli miie,chris,shan and kah ying..ya..We go Power9 den I and yuan shan go buy a necklace..Den craved our name on it..Yuan Shan gan shi jian sho I help her keep..tmr den pass to her..ya..I put "Eternity" on it...damn chio lorhx... yapx...Yuan shan derhx..ish "Jidi"..not nice derhx..we all help her choose the pattern..She choose dao hen boy lorhx..Den all tell her dun take dat one..hahas..The necklace really chio lorhx..I next time go out den wear..I wear the one with dear der ring on it..^.^hahas..yapx.. I juz now talk on phone with dear..talk dao veri long..hahas..He wan miie say the 3 words budden I no say..whahahas..He sho poor thing..lolx.. miie sho bad... orkay ler larhx..miie write dao here lorhx.. btw..yuan shan suggest makin one day as our anniversay..lols..sian diaox..hahas..Den we say today.. 02.04.05...jiemeix 184..

wo aii nii...[jiemeix 184]...

April Fool's

2005-04-01T21:36:00.000-08:00

haiz..dunno why leah..now suddenly no mood..miss dear alot also...maybe too tired ler barhx...haiz...ke lian de miie worx...hahas..now talkin on phone with my jiemeix...hehe..yapx..I called dear to asked him bout sunday dat thingy lorhx..Budden I still haven ask my mummy yet...lols..miie sho damn pathetic..hahas...ya..Den today after recess,I saw dear..Or he cum up find miie..the same larhx..hehe..Den tio book by dat stupid idiotic prefect..Faiz..Den I was just like walk to the back lorhx..Den wad happen I dunno lerhx... Den during table tennis,Yue jiao ask miie bout miie and my dear lorhx..He say dunno dear tell Faiz wad..Yufang and Aimin also tell miie the same thing lorhx..I was like xia dao lorhx...How cum I dunno derhx?kaoz..den i asked chris bout wad happen lorhx..She say coz Faiz book miie den he buay song lorhx...*touched*hahas...yapx..anyway..he already promised miie not to fight liao..will keep his promise der..
oh ya..today kena tricked by darrick...say dunno wad dun contact each other liao..I was like "huh?" dat kind of thing lorhx..Den chris say mayb he accidentally send to miie der lorhx..haiya..suan ler..tmr wan go out with my jiemeix go watch Eye 10..sian diaox..hahas..Den dear mayb later den cum lorhx..yapx..Den sunday chris say she cannot..Kaoz..sho ma fan derhx..haiya..tmr den confirm barhx..Den dear mayb sleep ler barhx..No reply wo der msg..orkay lorhx..miie gtg lerh lorhx..zai jian..

wo yong yuan aii nii..xie xie ni suo wei wo fu chu de yi qie... ("v")

haiz..a bit sad lorhx..

2005-03-31T21:11:00.000-08:00

wah..yesterday no update blog..Den yesterday gan hao got things happen..lolx.. no larhx..ish yesterday I too tired lerhx..Coz of dat stupid thingy lorhx..haiz..Realised dat dear hate him alot..almost got a fight..ish coz of miie.. *touched* lols..hahas.. suan ler larhx..dun feel like talkin bout it lerhx.. budden i noe dat dear ish the first one who wei wo angry derhx..hahas..budden still got chris lorhx..cannot forget her..or else wait she kill miie..^.^ she ish my best fren..and my hao jie mei..lols..
Today ish Clara der birthday..Ben lai xiang treat her drink water derhx..budden in the end forget lerhx..haiz..sho sorrie..lolx..yapx..Den after table tennis ben lai xiang wait for chris derhx..Den saw Dyon outside..Den go ask him why he outside lorhx..Den he say ish dear ask him cum derhx..sian diaox..lols.. Den i neber wait for chris lerhx..I go lorhx..Ya..Walk a big round coz of his stupid bicycle..see I sho wei da..hahas..ya..He saw gary make miie durin table tennis..Den wan tell dear..I tell him dun tell den he say he will..wait tell dear den still will have troubles liao..I dun wan him to fight coz of miie..ya..I dun wan him to hurt himself..yapx..budden he already promise miie not to fight lerhx..hope he can keep his promise lorhx.. ^.^
I chatted with Alvin on msn..den he asked miie if I had ask my dear to go and beat Rita they all..Kaoz..When did I say dat?Sian lorhx..He dun trust miie..sho he dun wanna tell miie who say derhx..suan ler..he say he dun trust miie coz got lots rumours bout miie and he hate miie coz i hurt him deeply..he say i neber think bout his feelins when I reject him..-.-" I got my reason derhx.. budden i guess we wun be frens ler barhx..since he dun trust miie..budden I will give him my good wishes to him..Hope he find his suitable girl..^.^ Den dear tell miie got ppl say dunno frm which klass derh wan look for miie..sian lorhx..how cum this week got sho mani problems derhx?haiz...sho tired... miie guess write dao here barhx..bye bye..tak carex worx..

wo lei lerhx..bu zhi dao gai zhe me ban cai hao...

2005-03-28T20:52:00.000-08:00

I today write 2 times...haiz..miie cried lerhx..I wonder why..I was chattin with with my uncle..den he noe miie and mumy so call quarrel lorhx..bout stead..stupid..miie wait stay at home wait for her to scold miie liaox..onli can diam diam...wt?haiz...miie sho damn shi bai lorhx..den I will surely get checked everytime derhx..haiz..I wonder if I can still stay with my dear...guess I will have to keep quiet barhx..haiz...why why why?she gone back on her words..I have been keepin dat ring dat dear dear give miie derhx..I dunno why..Juz wanted it to stay with miie...forever barhx...haiz..I make it into a necklace..^.^clever miie..euu noe?Rui Zhong say he like miie..a little..sian lorhx..hahas..neber mind..he ish really a good fren..although I onli noe him for less den a month..^.^I dunno if later get scolded can control my tears marhx.. haiz..why why why?haiz..mayb can keep it frm dear barhx..dun wanna make him worry anymore..haiz...see you lerhx..I will update tmr on wad I have been told tonite..see ya..

irritated...

2005-03-28T19:36:00.000-08:00

juz came back from table tennis tornament..ya..den call my stupid mother and tell her I'm back..Den kena scolded by her..She say got one auntie call her and tell her dat she saw miie and dear holdin hand..stupid lorhx..I already tell her I got stead liao marhx..now wtf?now she disapproves miie of havin stead..irritated lorhx..next time got anythin dun tell her liao..cb..I noe liao..I continue to stay with my dear den I dun tell her anythin lorhx..sian..neber mind.. back to yesterday barhx...
Miie,Chris,Dabbie and dear went to cwp..Ya..Den was not holdin hands at first derhx..Den dear and chris dunno play wad stupid game lorhx..Say wad dare hold hands marhx..I was like..sian diaox..If dear and miie hold hands den chris and dabbie will hold hands lorhx..lols..hahas..ya..Den we were standin outside Kiddy Palace..Den the 2 bai chi[euu noe who..lols.] dunno talk wad lorhx..Den dear suddenly hold my hand..oh my..lols..^.^ Den we go inside popular..Den I hint at Dabbie to hold Chris der hand..lols..They hold hands ler lorhx!yeah..hahas..budden in the night chris call miie and tell miie when Dabbie hold her hand she got no feelin..She still thinkin of Darrick..haiz..sho poor thing..Chris wanted to break with him..with the help of miie and yuan shan..budden I was like onli dere bai mei nia..lols..never do anythin... hahas..Chris say Dabbie dun wanna break..and ish yesterday he ask Chris:"ke yi fang shuo ler mei you?"I was like..oh my..this kind of guy can throw away liao..lols..not auto derhx..hahas..saw benjamin at cwp yesterday also...ya..Den I was away a while nia den dear was like sho worried..hahas..I cannot hear my phone ring marhx..den no pick up lorhx..Chris also never hear her hp ring marhx..den also no pick up lorhx..den when i saw the missed calls..Benjamin call miie den ask miie where we are..lols..dear sho poor thing..^.^ hahas.. orkay ler larhx..now back to today..sian lorhx..mother give miie lots of da dao li..say wad i still schoolin cannot hold hand blah blah blah...sian lorhx..cb.. next time I go far far away der liao...humpf...ji dan..seems like they not as open as I think lorhx...stupid..humpf...

wo hao shang xin..hao nan guo...haiz...

sian...

2005-03-26T22:01:00.000-08:00

hihi..Today sho late den update..sian lorhx..I juz remember I haven update my blog..lols..clever horhx.?Dear call miie around 1 or 2 plus barhx...ya..he say he lost his phone..lols..hahas..ya..Den dat time I was at SC de house doin project.. the survival kit thingy lorhx...I was at her house at bout 11 plus lorhx..Den we do dao 5 to 6 plus..power horhx?hahas...At bout 5 plus like dat..Dear msg miie..He go buy another phone lerhx..hahas..waste money onli..lols..Den we chatted all the way dao 8 to 9 plus..He call miie again and tell miie his phone no batt lerhx..dun msg him..yapx..sho nice horhx?hahas... miie tiday do the project do dao no mood lorhx..veri der sian...Den RJ go first..sian lorhx...haiz.. miie think will write dao here ler barhx...tak carex all..

wo aii nii 1314...

miss euu..

2005-03-25T19:19:00.000-08:00

today 12 plus go do literature project..Do dao 4 barhs..Ya..At QH de house..Den go cwp with SC,TH and QH lorhx...Ya..Den go take neoprintx..hahas..on the way home..Saw RJ den walk home with her...When we came out from Causeway saw Chris..She go meet Huimin they all..lols..Haiz..Too bad..I already on my way home liaos..hahas..miss dear alot lorhx..He go malaysia find fren..Den at night den msg miie..Haiz..Budden we today morning already msg each other lerhx..hahas..Budden still quite miss him lorhx...^.^ Miss him alot alot..lol..Ya..Den now I no talk to Alvin lerhx..aey..Ish he no talk to miie derhx..Like I care..bleahx...He follow RT they all marhx...Den started to ignore miie..bleahx...humpf..Dun care lerhx..Miie waitin for dear to msg miie..yapx..I go create a friendster account for my jiemeix.. lifeladies_6gers@hotmail.com.... usually in friendster den use derhx..ya..Den I wait for Christina to update the pics and profile lorhx..hehe.. miie write dao here lerhx..orkay larhx..buai buai lerhx..

wo hao xiang ni worx...

2005-03-24T22:13:00.000-08:00

yapx..Today quite late den update my blog..sian.. Today quarrel with Rui Jing..kind of barhs..For dat stupid box lorhx..Ji dan..wtf?suan lerhs..Ya..Heard frm sumone lorhs..They wanna spread alots of things bout miie and Gary..They dun believe I found my other half lerhs..bleahx...stupid damn gurls..Hate dem..They say lots of things behind my back..hm..was not feelin anythin lorhs..Coz I heck care..I dun mind coz I got my jie mei with miie..pei zhe wo..I wun feel sad..lol..She say wan told my dear..I say dun need lorhs..Coz I dun wanna have any more troubles..I juz take it as I neber heard anythin barhs..Juz be my happy self..yeah...hahas..hm..ya noe smth?I found dat Alvin like hangin around with Rita they all..I dun care lorhs..Coz not my problem..I got my dear liao..^.^ Cannot tell anything to one of dem der lorhs..Or else the whole world will noe..Like I care..Ppl noe den their problem lorhs..*pui* I today stay with Chris and Kah ying for the CIP hour de thing lorhs..Den actually got we 6 jie mei derhx..Den dunno why suddenly left we 3 girls..Ya..Den I noe 2 2T1 de boy boy..kind of cute..lol...hahas..Den I go compete with one boy..forget name lerhs..See who finish all the pens first..lol..In the end we both left 2..hahas..Ya..I stay in school wait for Christina..Den bout 7 plus den i go home..I talk talk with Huimin..Den i told her lots of things..I trusted her..^.^ Den benjamin also got np marhs..Den we stay a while Christina they all dismissed lerhs..Ya..Saw Darrick also..Yapx.. Juz now Rui Jing msg miie tell miie the project thing..*touched* lol..tmr dear goin malaysia find fren..Den cannot msg him lerhs..Den I wait for him to msg miie lorhs..^.^hahaha...I noe they sure say lots of things behind my back derhx..Christina was like sho angry lorhs..Aiya..I heck care wad they say der lorhs..used to it ler marhs..Den i felt dat Tze Hoon and Shi Chieh damn unreasonable lorhx..Everythin also push to miie..cb.. =xDen on the way back home msg dear..den chat dao now..hahas..Rui Jie and Dabbie call miie..Qi ji lorhs..Dabbie will call miie..He asked miie how I noe dat thingy derhx..the *erhem* thing..lorhs.. Den I chat with Rui Jie lorhs..Asked miie dis and dats..But I trust him..I trust him dat he wun anyhow tell ppl derhx..^.^ hao lerhx..Christina de birthday approachin lerhx..Muz think of wad to give her ler worhx..lol..orkay ler lorhs..write dao here liao..Wan go do homewrok lerhx..guai horhx?hahas..orkay..buai lerhx..

yeah..sick hao liao...

2005-03-23T19:49:00.000-08:00

yeah!..miie sick hao liao...*smilez*..Den today stay in school for the peer tutor thing..haiz..haiz..haiz..Neber mind..Den see the netball gers play against St Joseph Convent...Also dunno lose or win..suan ler..I heck care..only see fun fun nia..But mizah veri pro leah..oh my..sho xian mu her...lol..Den Han Hui ask miie how cum I regret..bout Dabbie de thing..Den I tell him no answer lorhs..He asked miie if I wan patch bac with him..Oh my god..Pls lorhs..We neber stead.Patch wad patch?sian..Today after school go put geo books den kena caught by Pushpa and Haslina..cb..neber mind..unless Haslina neber scold.. She asked miie tuck in my shirt and clip up my fringe..wad de?neber mind lorhs..used to it lerhs..Den my ring kena confiscated also..wad de..She asked miie 1st Dec den take bac from her..cb..As well dun take bac lorhs.She asked miie go find her..wad de..ji dan..humpf..si pushpa..wad de..She say to Haslina..:"haslina..euu see her hair.."..cb lorhs..paiseh..miie really damn dulan her lorhs..haiz..Miie stay in school dao bout 5 den go home..Rain marhs..Den lazy to open umbrella..den stay in school with Chris..Kinda fun lorhs..She go where den I follow lorhs..hahas..Ya..Den I 5 cai go home..Saw De Xiang infront of miie..Den he walk the same route as miie..Ya..He very der lame lorhs..Say lame jokes..=x..Ya..Den ask miie got hp..Den turn one round ask for my number..Sian lorhs..Haiz..He kinda nice lorhs..=x..bleahx..Christina say he abit ai shang wo liao..oh my god..Cant believe it lorhs..How cum got ppl like miie derhx?...haiz..Den De Xiang msg miie lorhs..We chat chat chat..But he still veri lame..-.-" Den Chris say he wan jio miie..But scare I reject him..oh my..haiz..Have I found my dream guy?bleahx..orkay larhs..Write dao here lerhx..tak carez..gonna do my homework lerhx..zai jian...

wo zhao dao wo de bai ma wang zi ler marh?Has shi zhe shi yi chang meng?...wo xi huan shang ni ler..=x

sick..

2005-03-22T21:05:00.000-08:00

haiz..haiz...haiz...sick ler worhx..sho xin ku..cried juz now while talkin on phone with alvin..miie sot sot lerhs..also dunno wad happen den I juz cry..bleahx..veri warm today...so frustratin lorhs..ya...table tennis..play quite alot barhs...With dat stupid Gary..Haiz..Keep bullyin miie..stupid lorhs..everytime hit my head..Den dunno Rita they all will say wad lerhs..haiz..suan ler barhs..used to it ler lorhs..=p I heck care..I lose to Gary leah..Oh my..How can?My skill lan marhs..Sho no wonder lorhs..hahas..He still say bye bye to miie when we go home leah..hahas..Dunno he will say bye derhs..He keep wantin to play with miie..also dunno why..mayb I lan lorhs..haiz..I very tired the whole day...Chong ping was like..aiya..dunno larhs..Juz start to hate him ler lorhs..Everytime make miie dulan..stupid leah...haiz..dun think sho much ler worx..haiz..sho fan nao..Can I juz end my life?I cant..Or else my parents will be very disappointed derhs...Muz work hard worx..Jia you jia you..Hm..I think I'm startin to give up him ler..bleahx..Muz work hard..I keep tellin myself I dun like him..Mayb i was juz sad dat I rejected him barhs..Haiz..suan ler lorhs..All ish the past..Juz hope dat he will talk to miie..one day...

dui bu qi wo rang ni zhuo ler..Wo hui he ni zhuo young yuan de peng you..xiang xin wo...

oops..

2005-03-21T21:10:00.000-08:00

hihi..bac again..Coz remember forget to add somethin in..sho juz add lorhs.. Juz now talk on phone with yuan shan bout Dabbie..Den suddenly I cry..oh my..hm..I tell myself..I dun like him i dun like him..I wish I had got over him barhs..Anyway..Think I also dun like him lorhs..Onli todae sot sot der..Cry over him..bleah..Ya..Darrick de brother is Gary..Oh my gosh..I today play table tennis with him lorhs..haha..2 times..he lose to miie..yeah...lol..siao lerhs.. On the way bac home I still saw him lorhs..He call miie da jie..oh my..miie not dat old..humpf..haiz..Seems like Darrick likes miie alot lorhs..Even though I tell him i dun like him..Haiz...Now onli left Alvin..and Rui Jie who likes miie barhs..Coz I noe Dabbie like sumone else lerhs..Jia you worx..I wan a boyfren..haiz..miie desperate ler..lol..bo bian..I wanna try a serious relationship...^.^I found out dat Dexiang man hao de worx..But muz wait long dao he like miie..hahas..*dreamin*

wo hao nan guo..wo hui ba ni wang le..xiang xin wo...

Haiz..no mood liao..Coz of him..

2005-03-21T18:48:00.000-08:00

Haiz..Wad the..Todaydurin recess..I gave Dabbie bac the necklace..Den saw him chao diam in klass lorhs..Feel dat I should not hav given him back barhs.. I said sorry to him...Budden..Guess he heartbroken lerhs..Mayb I should not give him back barhs...Anyway..He was kinda good to miie also...Really lorhs..
how?I dun wish to hurt him..I guess got to say sorry to him again..I dun mind..Coz I wan him to be my fren..Forever de fren..haiz..
Den alvin worx..I also dunno wad happen he suddenly say dunno wad dun wanna give miie any more burden..I was like...huh?wad happen lorhs..He juz say forget it..Wad de..I was thinkin if I can trust him lorhs..Sumtimes I I felt dat he didnt give miie the kind of trust I wanted..I juz simply dun trust him barhs..I really cant help feelin dat way lorhs..Although we talk everyday on phone...haiz..
I saw Darrick in school..Kind of gave him a smile barhs..Ya..Den accompany Christina go Gamelan..Den noe DeXiang and Deon(dunno how to spell=x) more lorhs..Ya..They cum look for Christina after Gamelan barhs..I guess.. Budden Christina go for photography...They both kinda fun to be with also lorhs..^.^
Tony..I told him I neber lied to him..Its the truth lorhs..Haiz..Its our secret..bleahx...=p Den today horhs..Got lots ppl spike hair lorhs..Dunno wad dae ish today..=x...Dabbie also spike his hair..lol..hahas..Chong ping also...nice nice..hahas..Jieyong also leah..They all more "in" liao..lol..hahas..Haiz..Guess this time I really hurt Dabbie alot....He was really veri veri quiet lorhs..Not like usual...haiz...zhe me ban nerh?wo hao nan guo wor...
miie still got dat idiotic -1 +1 science test to study..Write dao here barhs..Tak carex.. ._.

dui bu qi wo shang hai ler ni..wo bu shi you yi der..xi wang wo men hui shi yong yuan der peng you...

bac frm cwp..

2005-03-20T20:37:00.000-08:00

weeeee..miie bac frm causeway point..ya..Den talk with yuan shan on the phone for quite a long time lorhs..She tell miie about dat guy..oh my god..lol.. She got ppl jio..I dun have..Can go cry liao...hahas..Tmr school reopen lerhs.. Haiz...Got one thing to fan nao liao..Christina asked miie to give Dabbie bac dat necklace...Oh my..I dunno how to...miie shy shy..lol..no larhs..I really dun noe..haiz..miie sho damn ke lian lorhs..I wonder...How mani more ppl should I hurt before I can find my Mr.Right...=x
Yuan shan asked miie why I dun wanna choose Alvin..I got my reasons der worx..Its already in my previous entry..Sho I wun repeat again..
Went out with Yuan shan,Belinda and Christina..Still quite fun larhs..Sumtimes think Yuanshan abot cute lorhs..=x hehehe...really marhs... I wanted to take neoprintx de..Den no one wan take..Den I sian liao lorhs..Wad the..Haiz..I wan take neoprintx I wan take neoprintx!.....*cry* Den I buy a ring with a letter "E" on it..Christina also buy..She buy with a letter "D"..nice nice sia..=p
Haiz...Sho troubled..I juz cant understand why dere is LOVE...Its sho complicated and ma fan lorhs..humpf...Haiz..Miie still got art haben finish.. sian lorhs..Left the rose..Dunno how to colour...=x..
Now dunno wad happen Tony neber talk to miie..Mayb he was followin all those rumours barhs..I dun really blame him..Coz I noe I hav already hurt him..I really really tired ler..I dun wan hurt ppl ler..Sumone pls rescue miie frm the sufferin I'm in barhs..haiz..Wait long long den...*wishin upon starrs*

Wo xu yao yi ge jian bang lai yi kao..Wo zhen de zhen de lei ler..

sick again...

2005-03-20T13:49:00.000-08:00

yeah...my blog..nice nice ler worx...I today wake up early early den go eat breakfast with my parents..hehe..nan de worx...budden my sore throat cum bac lerhx..today 8 plus wake up den found out dat I got sore throat..wad the.. sian lorhs..Den go eat medicine..but the sore throat persisted..sian..got to eat medicine again ler..thot I sore throat hao ler..How i noe cum bac again..Wait I finish my art den I go cwp meet yuan shan..Den shun bian borrow books..Guai horhx?I no book to read at home ler marhs..So go borrow books lorhx..hehe..I update dao here ler larhx..Tonight den update again..buai buai..

wo aii nii..bu yao ba wo wang ler...

sian..

2005-03-19T22:14:00.000-08:00

erhem..juz came back from outside..den rem got something forget to blog..Hiaz..On friday..Dabbie gave miie a necklace..ppl should noe barhs..Euu will think dat I xin dong lerhs..But I'm not..I wanted to return him derhs..Now i was wonderin if i should return it to him..I dun wanna hurt anyone lerhs..I'm afraid to do sho...I juz gave alvin my blog de add..Guess dat he will be sad when he saw all this barhs...Haiz...Hope he cheer up lorhs...I dun seems to feel dat I'm the right gurl for him..wo pei bu shang ta..
o9.o4 miie goin to cyndi de autograph session ler..weeeee..den 10.o4 miie goin to 56 de autograph session..yeah..sho happy...lalala...ok ler larhs..write dao here..update tmr ler lorhs...

bu yao tai shang xin..bu yao tai nan guo..yin wei wo hui pei zai ni shen bian...

Long time no blog ler worx..

2005-03-18T14:56:00.000-08:00

Hiie...Long time no blog ler worx...Coz my blog not nice..den see liao sian..sho no blog ler lorhs..miss euu sho much..*muackz*lol..Thanx Christina for helpin to make my blog nice nice..weeeee..lol..
Sho mani things happened..Was quite taken aback lorhs..For the sudden change in my good friends attitude towards miie...Frm dat time they noe dat I and Dabbie went out..Rumours had been spreadin dat we are stead..Wadeva I said..They juz dun believe miie..I went out doesnt need to have a reason der barhs...I guess Alvin also dun quite trusted miie ler barhs...He was somehow..not matured..he didnt console miie..Which I had been lookin forward to..He didnt asked miie out..Which dabbie used to do..He onli feel sad when something happened..I dun wan this kind of guys..I noe if he sees wad I write..He will feel down..Ppl say I liked him..But I doubt my feelins for him..He was nice to miie..Veri nice to miie..I dunno wad to say bout him...I really can feel dat he was nice to miie..really...
I wanted a stead..To be dere when I needed him the most..I felt dat I'm sho shi bai..Cant have frens and make those ppl around miie happy..Alvin said he wanted to be my boyfriend..But..His parents are sho strict..And I guess we wun be a happy couple barhs..I dun wanna have stead now..I juz wan to be a happy girl..with frens around miie..I juz dun understand why they hav to do this to miie..And make miie feel sho damn sad..
I wanna forget bout all this..really..I wun let this bothers miie..I swear..Juz take it as normal barhs.. Christina and I had been sisters lerhs...Frm the time when she had troubles forgettin her ex..I was dere..By her side..My best fren..^.-
I juz dun understand dat how cum my so called jie also follow suit..She should have understand miie..right?But..She doesnt..I swear..She will not eva be close to miie again..Guess she also dun wanna it barhs..Haiz...I cant feel sad..Got to be happy...*smile*My blog is sure quit long..Orkay ler barhs..Miie write dao here..Continue sum other day barhs..Tak carex...

2005-02-11T19:48:00.000-08:00

Weeee.....Long time no blog le worX..Coz lazy ba..Tired leah..The past few dayz..Ya...Alvin lost his phone yesterday..So poor thing..Haha..He lost his phone while he was playin soccer yesterday..He told me de..Now cannot msg him le..Sad sia..He asked me to stead with him leah..But I replied sayin dunno..Me myself dunno who I like..I dunno if I really like him anot..I asked him if he mother object and he say dun care..he juz wanna stead with me..Oh my..Me so confused leah..Why got people will like me de?Me so kanasai..Haix..Hell lar..Chinese New year damn bored lor..Nowhere to go..Argh!...haix..Oh ya..I changed handphone le worX..7610..haha..Five hundred plus leah...My savings..No money le..*sobx..*Today table tennis I felt very left out lor..I tell Yu fang I wanna play but she ignored me..Den she and Clara play demselves..So wad if they were playin in the tornament?My sad lor..Felt like cryin also..Asshole..Shs not dat perfect as I thought..I juz dun think she will be my best friend ba..I juz had no confident in her..I dun have best friends..ya..But I onli trust a few nia..Christina,Yuan Shan and Li QIang..Ya..They can be considered as my good frens ba..I juz think so..Ya..Me damn heartbroken lor..I noe dat my skills not dat good ba they dun have to treat me this way de mar..Haix..Dun say le..Me think I will go to Causeway point tmr buy Valentine's Day present for Alvin,Christina,Yuan Shan and Tze Hoon ba..Ya..Dats all I could think of..hehe..
Happy Valentine's Day...tak carez..

Lonely day..

2005-02-05T20:59:00.000-08:00

Me today go cwp buy things..I bought a billabong wallet and Jay de concert vcd..Cost me bout....$40 plus ba..Haix..Broke le..Saw lotz shuai ge lor..Haha..Yesterday no blog..ok..Back to yesterday ba..
Durin maths lesson,I no mood no mood le lor..Den christina asked me smth den I suddenly cry..Haix..Also dunno for wad..They say I shi lian le..Dotz..Me myself also dunno..Haix..Anyway,nowadays I no mood lor..Haix..Wad happen to me?Alvin still neber talk to me..But in the night,he suddenly called me while I was talkin to Rui Jie..Den I ask Rui Jie to hang first lor..He more important mar..lol..Ya..We talk..Den he asked me why I this week no mood de..Den I tell him lor..I say he neber talk to me..Ya..He say I neber talk to him..Liew..he should zhu dong mar..why me?Haix..Den we talk abit lor..But thers still silence in between..I almost cried while talkin to him..Haix..Ya..Den durin table tennis me angry with Han Hui..He keep sayin got ppl like me..But is bluff de lar..he say Dabbie like me..He like a AVA gurl..Ya..Den he keep sayin lor..Btw I also no mood to talk about all this le..Den he still say..I angry den walk out lor..He keep askin me if I am angry..Den i ignore him lor..Ya..I couldnt trust him anymore..he ish a liar..He say dao like I veri wad lor..Like I veri de bu yao lian like dat..Dats wad I'm angry at..Yesterday they all almost kena killed in an accident..haha..Coz I everytime jaywalk de mar..Den I saw the light den thought can walk le den I walk lor..Den the rest all follow me..Den the green light for the vehicles to move shines..Luckily I ran lor..Or else I will get hitted by the motorcycle..But he also got break lar..Haha..Ya..Dats all for yesterday ba..
Went to cwp by myself..No one wanna go..I asked Christina and Tony and they both dun wan go..Den I go by myself lor..Sian..Today lao pa de birthday also..Haha..I forget le..I thought ish 15feb mar..haha..His nick got say..lol..Luckily I got online lor..Or else I dun even get a chance to wish him a happy birthday..Ya.Think dats all for today ba..Buai buai..

Sad?Or happy?

2005-02-03T20:27:00.000-08:00

Today after school went to Navel Base to support the table tennis boys..We go there by bus with Mr Goh and ent back with the boys on bus..Ya..They all won dao shuang lor..haha..So hapy for dem..Ya..After school saw Yun Hua and Alvin together...Haix..He had been ignorin me till now..I was waitin for him to take the initiative to talk to me..I am waitin...Ya..Mayb he had found another gerl who he cuold love with all his heart?I dunno bout it..Den Dominic blame me lor..Its not my fault mar..He not tokin to me..Why should I be the one takin the first step?I'm a gerl...Haix..Seems like Dominic noes everythin..I dun mind let him noe lor..He kind of can keep secrets ba..But I noe the others wun think this way de..Ya..haix..Den today whole day no mood lor..Also dunno why..I seems to be cheerin up when I neber see him..But once I saw him,I will be down..I didnt even noe wad i did to make him treat me this way when he didnt even say out..Den dat time Rui jie tell me he likes me..Haix..Den Eric asked me dat if he woo me now,will i accept him..The answer is clearly in my head..N-O..I dun even had a feelin for him..Den Rui jie nerh..Erm..Mayb I just treat him as a fren ba..ya..Me myself dunno how to tell u?Ya..Den i was tryin my very best not to think of the past lor...Forgettin Jia sheng...I can do it de..Haiya..Nowadays de test me no mood to concentrate lor..Also dunno why..Fail ding de..*sad*...U noe?I dun trust anyone now..I seems to be gettin quite well with clara lor..Dats good..I need sumone who could brighten up my day...Someone who will be close to me..But I dun have anyone now..Except him..But..Guess no hope le ba..Seems dat he wun be takin the initiative to tok to me...I need trustable friends..But I dun have any..Weeee!Mayb dat will be better for me lor...Haha...Tak care ba..*muckz*I love yew...

Strangers...

2005-02-01T18:47:00.000-08:00

We were like strangers..We never tok...In the hall..I dunno if he was tokin to me or tokin to clara,so i ignore him...Like the way he did to me..I was kind of heartbroken lor..haix.. Den table tennis..I feel dat they dun wan me to join in their game..Play by demself... Like strangers too.. I was left out..Den I keep followin Rui Jie lor..Also dunno for wad..Haix..Den I got scolded by Jieyong they all for just opening a window..Wad the hack is all this things?Like I was borned to be scolded by everyone..Haix..Me now desperate to find a boyfriend..*smilez* So dat I wun be lonely..And Alvin keep ignorin me..Haix..I and Clara seems to be in good terms lor..Also dunno why..Haix..Now I"m a lonely soul..A heartbroken gurl...

Haix..Moody gerl today...

2005-01-31T22:03:00.000-08:00

Haix..He had been ignorin me the whole day...Msg him also dun reply..Also dunno wad I've done to make him ignore me..Haix..Does he hate me so much?
Today after school almost cry lor..Haix..Dun say le..Seems like most of the gers in e1 dislike me..Haix..Forget it..I dun wan friends anymore..Haix...Feel like cryin now also...Dun say le dun say le..Haix..As well everyone hate me..I dun feel like goin to school anymore..Haix..But I wun give up my studies..I'm still thinkin of Jiasheng..Haix..
Fine den..Everyone hat me..All hate me..No friends better ba..I gues..I'll be a loner now..Dats good for me..I guess I'll be better..By myself..*cryin*.I hav no best friends..I dun trust anyone now..I am really tired..Can I stop all this and end my life?
haix..Got lots pressure on my school work too..Haix..I have been sighin from the start of the blog..Not writin anymore..tak care..

Bbq today...

2005-01-29T23:53:00.000-08:00

Haix..I'm feelin kinda blue today...Got bbq at circle green..Quite hot when we arrived..But after a while,it gets cooler..Ya..Tony arrived and say he saw Chong Ping at the bus stop..Den i and him go to the bus stop and fetch chong ping lor..Ya..Haix..Den they go play soccer at the block dere..Haix..
We were playin table tennis with rui jie they all den i asked dem along lor..More ppl good mar..Haix..We bought things before goin to circle green..Ya..I and amos pay first..Den they pay us later..I and aimin go play amos and Hanhui de bike while the rest play table tennis..fun lor.. Now back to bbq..Mr Peter yeo came..With his girlfren..Ya..Quite pretty lor..Haha..Unlike me,chao ugly..Haix...Ya..Nothin much happen at first..But when I and Tze hoon go play bike,they go play water bomb..Ya..After a while,we returned and join dem lor..Haha..I tio wet leah..2 times throw by alvin..Haix..Me so poor thing..lol..Ya..Hm..In the eveening like dat,they started to pour all the water on sum one..Den they decided to pour on Clara as her pants in white colour de mar..Haha..All get hold of her den pour on her..Haha..Den next is Yu fang lor.. Ya..hm..den tony,den me..Hah..Quite song de lor..Water pour on me..Den they decided to to pour aimin lor..Haha..I and rui jie go fetch water with xin yi and alvin lor..Den I saw clara cryin when I hit her with the water..Den I asked her wad happen and she say Yufang suddenly slapped her when she was talkin..Aiya..I dunno lar..Den was tryin to console her but yufang came..She said sorry and asked clara to hit her..She also cried..Make me feel like cryin also,see den this way..Clara was bout to cool down den Alvin came and say yufang told him ish accidentally de..Omg..Den Clara start to buay song lor..Cannot blame her..Den Alvin also angry le..Haix..I didnt mean to de..He just ignore me..I really feel like cryin..Den I was sittin alone when he came forward and asked me not to be angry..I'm not anrgy..I juz feel sad..I cant help it..Den I saw Tony keep lookin at me..or us..Ya..Haix..I was all wet when they pour water on me..Quite song de actually..Haha..Den i all wet lor...
Den Rita they all sat in one circle and talk while the rest left..Dunno wad happen to RUijing de leg..Den Alvin go hold her hand..I also dunno wad happen to me..Den I went away...When I reach home,alvin msg me but i no reply..Dun feel like replyin him..Ya..Rui Jie call me a while later..Den we chatted lor..We talk abouy our stead things..He asked if I got stead with Alvin mar..Den I tell him dun hav..Really dun hav mar..Haix..We talk lor..Quite nice de..talkin to him..lol..I wonder if I had fallen for him...hahaha...

WTH?

2005-01-20T20:41:00.000-08:00

Me today hao lei hao lei ar...I made the wrong move today...The Table tennis girls went to cwp while I was alone in school lor..Den I decided to go up to AVA room see..Coz the sun lao shi say meet there for the performance mar..Stupid rite?Haix..Wad I done cannot be undone..I was like WTH wneh teacher say dun include the ones which are not present lor..Den Shirley they all ask me dun go lor..Den the performance dat dae tell teacher i no practice den no need perform..Me now dun go to the wateva practice le..So idiot lor..I noe Tze Hoon they all sure will hate me de..I dun care..It doesnt pays to be kind..Haix...Now also dunno wad happen leah..No mood lor..Haix..Den I neber saw the Darrick..Forget it..haix..Seems like I got alot to say..But..Wad I'm typin now,doesnt mean wad I wanna say..I wan sum one help me deco my blog leah..Mine veri plain..Even Aimin de blog veri nice..Haix..Sian..

Sad..Or happy?

2005-01-19T16:53:00.000-08:00

Wee!Yestersay no blog..Coz go chong pang buy clothes..Ya..Before dat,the table tennis gers went to bradell to order the jersey lor..Ya..Ard my ah ma house..hehe..Ya..We went to macdonald to eat lor..Den after eatin,I was the last to get out mar..I saw a guy..His back look like Jia Sheng..Den I call him lor..He turn ard and look at me..We lock eyes for a while..ya.. Den he turn back and went towards his friends..Den I also go le lor...I was like..Wow..Fancy meetin him here..I noe his school le..He studies ard toa payoh dere..Ya..He didnt even talk to me..Haix..I expected it..It had been wad I always wish for..To get to see him..I wonder if its good or bad...he bring me back to the past again..Why do this hav to happpen to me?Haix..I wonder if he can be replaced in my heart...Sigh..Ya..Den Alvin ask me to be his stead..He say he wanna start again with me..The problem is..I cant forget about him!Haix...Me dunno shold be happy or sad..By seein him yesterday..At least I noe dat he is all right ba..Ya..ME damn tired today lor..Coz yesterday 12 den sleep..Haix..I noe who can I confide to when I got troubles le..Its Yuan Shan..All dunno how I feel..Like..Haix..Forget it ba..Not goin to say out who they are..Juz a batch of creeps...

Bad day...

2005-01-17T16:30:00.000-08:00

Yo everyone! Back home...Today kena caught by pushpa again...Go down office call my mother..Wad de..Haix..Forget it..she sucks..
Den Rui Jing they all say Alvin like Hui Xian..But I dunno who the hack is she...I dun give a damn...But Alvin told me is Hui Xian the one who like her...Its so confusin...He better dun let me found out dat he was lyin...I started to lost trust in him le lor..He told me she was in 2e3..Den when I asked again..He told me she was his tution friend...Wad de hack..So frustrated..Damn it..
I got to ask Christina to help me decorate my blog..Or else damn sian lor...So plain...
Today no homework..But got science test tomorrow..Argh!Sian...Haix...

Fiirst bloggiie....

2005-01-15T12:05:00.000-08:00

my new bloggiie...hm..I hav not been updatiin my blog siince the last entriie..I am back wiith hiim..yeah.. my new klass siimply sucks...The teacher is eiither too striict or too boriin...haiix..on 22 jan..we gonna hav a bbq at ciircle green..yeah..Quite lookiin forward to dat day lor..haiix..I hav lots of pressure..on my studiies..I feel liike giiviin up..But ii noe ii cant...haiix...Today sunday..I hav a maths test tmr..and sciience test on tue..haiix.. Luckiily both onli one chapter..Or ii sure diie de...Haiix...